I had a conversation with several people today about what they plan on doing with their lives. Some want to be lawyers or doctors others accountants etc. But what struck me as disturbing is that none of them spoke about their futrue careers with any zealesness, any passion. They sported the polite smile and pretended they were excited but they werent. All I see in my classmates is future drones in the corporate ladder. Now here comes the kicker, I’M THE CRAZY ONE b/c I have to audacity to think that I have a shot at being a contender in the octagon. They dont understand why I wanna do that so bad. Whats crazy to me is how I’m nutz because I wanna persue a career that I daydream about on a daily basis instead of a boring but stable job like the rest of america. Hey maybe im a narcisses beacuse I think I’m athletic enough to compete at that level but ya know what fuck it I do love myself and I feel like you need an extreme personality to get anything meaningful done in life. Just some food for thought let that mull over in ur noggin, or not, you could just go watch porn instead. Thats what most ppl do late at night on the computer.